I spent the last 2 years doing nothing. Just chilling on my couch basically. I could have finished my university degree, I could have found a job, but no. Partly because I'm lazy, partly because I'm very afraid of the world. I'm not made for adulthood. I've always been someone who couldn't handle being on my own, always needed mommy to tell me what to do and schedule my appointments, ask the ice cream man to give me a cone. I always only did what the others were doing and barely had an idea what was happening. All was fine while I was a child and still in school. But since I'm out of there and have to make my own decisions, since nobody tells me what to do anymore, I stopped functioning completely. Childhood is supposed to be learning to ride a bike, and when you turn into an adult, they take away your training wheels and you go and ride. But I just fell over when they took away mine. And I don't know how to get up. I don't see anyone I could ask for help.
It's not easy for me to be a single woman. Sometimes I wish a man would give me head, so that I can get to sleep.
I love to fuck, why is it in our nature as men to be horny all the time without looking at anything to get me turned on? Although I have had ex gfs who are the same way. So it's all human beings feeling horny all the time? Lol
I hate that my mother refuses to admit she was an abusive and bad mother to me when I was younger. She intends to be the victim until the day she dies.
I'm not ugly, I'm disfigured :C
Heroes have dreams, Villains have schemes. What has both?
someday maybe I'll be yours? 😌
why si it, when you search for help on the net about coping with being single forever all you come accross is "dont give up" etc... and all that BS. Really totally unhelpful
My 'soul' is black but my wingz are white!
Sick of everything 😩😩😩