Am I the only one who noticed that the majority of sexual confessions, both male and female are subs who want to be dommed? Like there is a massive imbalance that most people want to be dominated and very few want to be the dominator? You'd think it would be the opposite.
I don't have a sense of home. I move to another country and I hate it because I developed depression there and it's hard to connect to others. I live the 9 years of my life blaming and hating them because they're so whinny, so polarized, so entitled. I came back to my hometown. There, I get to realize, I don't belong there anymore because I couldn't keep up with their way of thinking anymore. I couldn't understand their reasoning and everything was just a nostalgia to me every time I go home. They know far less in terms of technology, education, and sharp opinions. They're happy despite the struggle of their lifestyle and how corrupt the country was. After that, it just made me realize, I'm no different from people of the country I move into. I'm also whinny like them and depressed like them. Some are also having hard time making friends. I have become a part of my new home. It opened my horizon... I still don' have a sense of home and I believe sensing a home needs to start from within. I hope I can see that.
I wish the news in my country just shut up about Brexit.
I'm 27 years old. One of my favorite things to do during the summer is roll down all the windows in my GTO, blare The Beach Boys, and watch people, (especially older people), just for a split second, question what year it is.
I have a boyfriend, and I went on a social app to meet new people my age. to like have friends form different places and everything. I met this one guy who's really cool and we share a lot of common interest with each other. way more than my boyfriend and I. Now. today is the 3rd day I've known him for. yesterday the guy I met confessed he loved me and that he wants to take care of me and give me the best life ect. today we were talking about kids because he has two baby siblings and he said he'd want to have children with me and everything. it's hard to explain if you haven't read the text messages. he's really awesome and cool. I love him like a friend because he's like one now but he doesn't know I have a boyfriend and I'm scared to tell him and break his heart and love for me. I don't want to be cruel. nor mean. it's like. ughh. it's very difficult. and I don't know what to do. my boyfriend doesn't know about this either. I was just trying to make a friend. I wasn't expecting another dude to fall in love with me. and I mean HE'S IN LOVE
My family is extremely conservative, especially anything that involves sex and relationships... And I was somehow masturbating in secret and I often put condoms in my dildos ( I don't trust the chemical components in it). One night I decided to masturbate in the bathroom and somehow I forgot to throw the condom wrapper properly in the trash. My brother saw it. He asked me if I ever did another crazy science experiments at home (I'm known for that in my family).... I was able to lie and say yes... Now I explained to him these various bullshit microbiology and able to persuade him. I told him to wash his hands because there's e.coli that I synthesized three weeks ago in the basement that will make him sick ( I didn't but I did engineered an e.coli in an actual lab that I work into- not at home... ). It's just cuz the wrapper has the condom in it and has my cum in it. And I'm not shaming him but he's still a virgin because of religious culture we have. He has no idea about condoms and even in high school, we aren't taught these things. I learned sex ed in college. I was the only one who don't practice our religion fully so (I break some laws in secret)....
, "If someone told me a month ago what things would be like between us, I would have said, No, I'd never stand for that. But I keep negotiating down what I think is okay. I like you — my problem is that I do like you."
he's really selfish. he made sure to tell me a sob story about how hes afraid to be cheated on because most of his exes have cheated on him. he's not understanding why i guess. when he stopped caring about bringing anything to the relationship i didn't nag him i didn't argue... i did try to tell him. but he treated my feelings like an annoyance, so that's what his feelings are to me. I've been cheating on him for a month. it's what he deserves.
Everyone thinks the reason I'm scared for my boyfriend joining the Marines is because I don't want him to get shot and like die, but honestly I know he knows how to handle. himself, the real reason because he wants to get married before he joins, but I'm absolutely terrified and I told him this and he didn't say anything...
I have social anxiety, even when it comes to my family. I haven't called my grandma to thank her for a Christmas or birthday gift in years, because I'm too afraid of telephoning. My grandpa is a retired plumber and I currently need a plumber for a few problems in my apartment, but I'm too shy to call and ask. It's actually easier for me to ask a stranger because then at least I don't have to chit chat. I haven't ever told my dad that I love him because I'm too awkward. It works best with my mom, but even with her I'm at a level that most people are with their loved great aunt or something. It's not cool.