Recently, it was brought to my attention by friends that I`m a pessimist and I should change something if I want to keep hanging out with them because I "depress" them. Well, excuse me if I can`t live in a bubble like you. I`m sorry that all I see when walking down the street are dog shits, assholes who park wherever they want, assholes who throw garbage out the window, assholes that cut in line just because they want to, politicians that sell the land right from under our feet, work-colleagues that do nothing all day but get twice your pay because "daddy/mommy" is a family-friend of the boss, public workers that are nowhere to be found during working hours, fat chicks that think they have curves, men that rape because "when she`s drugged/drunk/unconscious, she can`t say no", dumb superficial girls, guys that can`t accept a rejection so they lash out at the girl they previously wanted, religious fanatics, media-manipulation, lies in the Big Pharma, lies with Mosanto, huge mining corporations that won`t pay for the extensive environmental damages they cause... Excuse me if I can`t close my eyes to the reality of this world. Just because you ignore it doesn`t mean it`s going away.. I think I`m the one that needs new friends.
I feel so ugly.I dont know what it is, but when I look at myself in the mirror,I just really dislike what I see.
Friend wants to set me up with girl and I feel like a tool. When he first wanted me to date her, she was fat. Not just fat, but sloppy. Now, she's lost weight and looks better and more comfortable with herself, but I feel like a buttmunch about it.
I hate my body. I feel so trapped. I don't know what to do anymore, how to lose weight, to feel better about myself. I don't want to look at myself in the mirror anymore. My sister makes me feel bad.
My 'friends' are making me feel like an outsider for not smoking/drinking/doing drugs and I used to ve proud of that.But now, I just feel like the odd one out and they tell me I have no social life...I dont do anYone of those things, bc my family has a long line of alocoholics..(they dont know thats the reason, rhey just think im a nerd)
I choose to love you in silence, for in silence I found no rejection, I choose to love you in my dreams, for in my dreams no one owns you but me.
I am so sad when I heared the news. Always remember that you are strong little one. You're back to your kingdom already. Please watch over us little angel. We love you :*
My friend (who just turned 15) got pregnant. She didn't know what to do. I started doing research and learned stress can make your body abort the baby. So I initiated a fight with her so bad we both left in tears. A few days pass and she calls me saying she lost the baby. I explained what I did and why I purposely started the fight; our friendship has never been stronger.
My ex GF complained that the fact that i never hit her, irritated her and got her upset. What the hell is wrong with her?