When you're friends with a lot of guys, you get extreme trust issues. I have heard them talking about their girlfriends, saying things like "that bitch and her bullshit" when she was mad at something that was - for me obviously - his fault. How they have WhatsApp groups (of 100 guys) in which they share nudes they received from girls or even ex girlfriends. How they talk about wanting to break up for months without actually doing it, because "well, sex, haha" and then, when they do it, don't even tell the poor girl the real reason but intentionally start a fight so SHE is the one to break up (so they don't have to talk about feelings). How they tell their friends about the "hoe I'm banging right now, worst sex ever but hole is hole" - I know the girl, she's really insecure and let him take her virginity, because she thinks she's special for him. And it isn't only the studs and fuckboys. It's the nice ones, too, and I'll never be able to go on a date again without imagining how he will tell his friends about me, the "bitch I'll totally bang".
My boyfriend likes mystery shows, but he won't watch crime shows because there's "too much legal stuff." But I like crime shows because all that "legal stuff" is my favorite part aside from trying to solve the puzzle before the characters do.
There's this guy who treats me right and gets me everything I want and need his nickname for me is his princess actually. He treats me like I deserve to be treated and better. So why am I still stuck on my ex who treated me like crap and never paid attention to me. now he's begging for me and telling me he wants me back. Do I still have feeling for my ex? Do I love him and a part of me wants to try and work things out? I am so confused. why can't I get over him
don't masturbate anymore
Yesterday I felt like crap but not bad enough to go home early. Now I feel better but I wish I felt sick enough to stay home. But I can't justify staying home from work over a slightly queasy feeling and upset stomach.
I failed too many exams and now I won't get my degree. I studied 3 years for nothing. And I don't have a plan B. To be honest, Plan A wasn't even my dream, I just didn't know what else to do. I guess I'll have to become a janitor or something. If I don't fail that, too.
" I will always be there for you " ( until you say that you're different and in that case I will turn my back on you ) " I will always support you " ( until you say that you might like boys and in that case I will tell you that you might go to hell and that it's just a phase ) " I will always love you " ( until you come out as gay and in that case I will stop talking to you, I'll tell you that you're gonna burn , take your phone away, prevent you from going out and try to " cure " you with books and religion ) " I'm your mother "( until you say you won't change and in that case i will disown you and tell you to leave the house , tell you that you were a mistake and that it would be better if you left the house )
My other and I went back to the last place where I was still in love with them today, before I admitted to myself that they were cheating on me and controlling our relationship with their money. It was very sad, because I was so deeply in love with them and I still do love them, but not the same. Perhaps I'm still grieving the loss of what I thought our relationship was and I now know it will never be the same and that it is doomed to end.
Why is my confession app in white now and not black? It won't stay with the black back ground and I hate it!
where i live there's carnaval like the one in rio de janeiro on a smaller scale. i hate everything about it