I think about life too much and I hate it 😫
is it just me or are girls Hornier then men but somehow are good at hiding it
I've been in adult films just to provide for my son and make sure he has everything he wants and needs. I even used the money I made to give him a good first birthday last year. I feel so unsuccessful as a single father.
I never check the Asian box on college applications, even the ones that let you mark more than one, because I know that colleges usually have higher expectations for Asians and I'm lazy.
I miss having someone who cares about me
i want to build a shool island and make a law in my country that all youngster should go there. I want to stop child abuse or any child related issue. and give them a good education and freedom.
My perfect girlfriend would be blonde, pretty, with very long hair and beautiful eyes. She would be super sweet and cute, a little bit clingy so i feel valued. She would love to read books, look at the stars all night with me and cuddle while watching old movies. Bonus if she likes 80's ballads bands like aerosmith or Warrant. i know its pretty much impossible to find someone like that, but a men can dream right xD
People that glorify depression and anxiety like it's something romantic or special piss me off so much. It has done nothing to me but make my life so much harder than it has to be caused so many fights and upsets, stopped me from doing things and has even thrown me into mental hospital for months on end.
I love clubbing with my best friends, but it gets so annoying when guys hit on them all the time. I get it, they're thinner, prettier but they're also taken. It really pushes my low self esteem even lower.
I wish I knew how to successfully socialize :(