I'm a straight woman and I have a wife. Well.. My wife was actually born a boy but she became a transgender at 5 as she told me so. I met her before when she was a man. I really have feelings for her then and I really love her. We were really in love and it gets stronger between us. Though one day she told me that she's actually a transgender and she was thinking of leaving me because she might have thought that everything will be different when she becomes a woman. That someday I will leave her because nothing is the same anymore and that her change will become a burden to me. I actually thought about it when I found out because I still have ethics about sexuality (it doesn't mean I'm against LGBT or doesn't mean I don't support them. I just wanted a type of life where I'm with a man and we have children together nothing too extraordinary. ) But when I left her, I was really feeling this pain something I just can never explain and she told me she does to. But we became friends though and I try staying away from her a bit so that I wouldn't want to hurt myself with it anymore because it's just hard to accept that our love dies because she changed her gender. But I still support her and I saw her transform every month until she actually became this beautiful woman I never imagined to be. When it happened well I thought yeah this is it, it should be done between us. I tried dating other men but it just wasn't the same with her. the time when she was a man. So I started questioning myself if I'm actually straight or gay too. So I dated women too and actually had sex with one for the first time of my life. A lesbian woman and the sex is very weird somehow. I'm just not used to it. But at the end, it's still the same, it's different with her and it's just hard to let her go as if a portion of this puzzle in my life has been missing. She had dated women and men in the past too but she had told me the same thing. She went through the same situation where she tried dating men and it feels different as if she's not attracted to them and then with women who she knows she's attracted to but also not the same. Between us it's all the same so we dated again and there I married her. I married the love of my life. It didn't matter if she was a man or a woman. But I love her it's just difficult to see why I can't love her. Currently, Im actually pregnant of 4 months with her and people find it weird that my wife who is formerly a man got me pregnant but I guess I made a choice I chose this extra-ordinary life with her and it's really okay for me and I don't care what people are telling me.
my bf gave me half his burger yesterday.. I paid for my own muffin but he made them toast it. I found a box of swiss miss in my locker @ work because he knows i love hot chocolate. It's really the little things. He's always looking out for me. grateful.
I'm sick of opening up to people I think are friends only to find they're just trying to get their dick wet.
I have a crush on this girl that works at mcdonalds. She’s so pretty, she looks like lauren london. I work down the street and I see her all the time during my lunch break when I walk past to go get food. I don’t really go to mcdonalds because well it’s mcdonalds. They have benches right out in front and she’s out there on her break too some days. The first time I saw her I couldn’t stop smiling. Tbh she looked miserable that day as do a lot of the workers there. I tried a little small talk, try to brighten her day get her to laugh. She gave me a free cone so that was cool (until it dripped on my work shirt). I didn’t see her much because i don’t frequent mcdonalds but on the few occasions that we were there at the same time she would smile when I came in and wave. If she was cashier typical small talk hey how ya doing blah blah blah. That went on for several months until my lunch hour changed and moved up 30 minutes. Then I started seeing her on her phone or talking with another mcdonalds employee out in front of their building on the benches. I’m such a sucker for love. I want that special connection with somebody. All of my past relationships have been disappointments. I want to fall in love with someone but I don’t fall in love easy. I don’t love this chick by any means, I hardly know her but man would I love the opportunity to take her out. I never asked if she was single. I don’t want to be inappropriate while she’s at work and I’ll also be crushed if she’s taken. I want to know if her personality is as good as her looks. I told myself next time i see her i gotta make some kind of move. Not sure what. I don’t know if i should straight up ask if she’s single or beat around the bush. I don’t want to be overly aggressive and creep her out.
Somehow all my confessions which I just casually wrote, without a real intention, get a lot of comments and get to the trending page. But whenever I post something because I desperately want someone to comment, or when I post because I think people will agree, I get no comments and don't get to trending. Very ironic.
I have been absent in my college for so long I m afraid attendance is gonna be huge pain in ass for me to be honest I don't like being in college I just wanna stay in my own room that's all
so here's my roomate keeping me up for nights crying. what i know is, all of it was her fault. she lies a lot. like i mean most of the times she lies. then her ldr boyfriend found out-fight-cry-i wake up vut pretending to sleep because no. im tired of dealing with ur problems. i have my own life to bitch. you're the one who caused the problems, solve it by urself. sounds like a bad friend. but i have sacrificed a lot of things for her before until i know she lied a lot to me too. no im tired of u
I have a casual sex with my former chemistry professor until today .. and one day I had a dream where I was having sex with him, in the dream he explain to me about thermodynamics and calculating Ideal Gas Phase and Boyle's Law etc. It was hot then until I woke up and it was the weirdest dream I have. Well out of my curiosity I actually told him that if he could explain me about thermodynamics more while having sex. He thinks I'm crazy and out of my mind but I just do. Actually it was pretty hot. He's so hot telling me smart things along with the sex. It works actually. But I told him to stop because I actually started having feelings for him just because of that. (Please don't judge me I know I sound crazy)....
Why don’t I ‘squirt’ during sexual activity? My boyfriend always thinks he’s not doing a good enough job and my he really does make me feel good
I honestly gotta say, 50% of the written things I confess here are real and the other 50% came from my creative mind. I have a very creative mind and I love sharing them to other people. But because I have depression, my stories becomes a trouble and honestly my stories are started eating me deep inside. Mostly the made up stories I wrote here are those I really want to vent out but since I really don't like to share the problem because I felt quite vulnerable despite that people don't know who I am, the story is it still connected to me but in able to avoid getting hurt from people too much I start to add an altered story and put the story of someone I'm not so I put them into one and I post them like its a snippet of a person's life. (For example: I have a horrible story that is connected to me. I'm too distressed with it and I can't afford getting pains but I wanted this pain to be away. The whole of it I can't leave behind but a portion of it I just want to put away and I hate to be associated in a portion of it so I create a character and put that idea on the character as if it is not me at all. So when a person criticize me I get feedback but the pain does not hurt me at all.) This one might hurt me so it's actually the first time I wrote something honest that really is connected to me and I'm ready for the criticisms. I want to learn a new life and actually accept being hurt. I'm just tired of running away from it so.