Last night I had a nightmare where I almost died and it scared me so much so I got in my stepbrothers bed cause I thought it would help me calm down. He woke up a when I got in even though I tried hard not to wake him up and I was sooo scared that he was gonna think I was weird or that he would make me leave but he just moved over and he gave me the pillow he was using since I didn’t bring mine and he was back asleep in two seconds. I’m so glad he didn’t think I was weird. Some people make things like that weird and I hate it.
Sometimes I record my anger rants, and listen to them. After I listen to them, I erase them. Sometimes, it makes me feel better.
She is just so pretty there's really no one else that looks like her. she has the darkest hair I've ever seen. It's like ink. And her eyes look like a different color all the time. Sometimes they look blue and sometimes they look green but most of the time they are gray gray gray like the clouds when there's a big storm but she is nothing like a storm she is like sunshine to me
i see myself as a god and all i can see is how bad everyone is.. without humanity life can grow and freedom will be a actual thing again its sad that mortals destroys everything nice
I wish she knew I existed.
I remember a time when I was little that I awoke one day and said "I'm alive!" and ran to my mother who was still sleeping and woke her up by repeating "I'm alive! I'm alive!" So, I wonder why was I thinking that. Was I a spirit of another person who wanted a second chance at life and found this body that I have and im acctully possessing this body and living someone else life?
i hate my dad to the point that i am wanting to change my name
I want Taylor Swift to crush me with her juicy thighs, hot damn. She looks so good now that she's put on a little weight. She's got curves in all the right places. Mmm. Talk about dreamy.
Parents: *constantly minimize and downplay every single thing I'm proud of and every single thing I worry about* Also parents: "Maybe you might not be so depressed if you wouldn't downplay all of your accomplishments :/ " I don't understand how they can always tell me that none of my problems are important enough, that none of my efforts are good enough, that I am only mediocre in every way, for my entire life, and then wonder why I don't feel like I've done anything noteworthy, like nothing I've accomplished is worth mentioning, like none of my issues are significant enough to talk about. I don't understand why they constantly tell me I'm not good enough, and then wonder why I don't think I'm good enough.
i wish i had the power of imidiate regeneration. The only reason i feel pain is because some kinds of damage leave a permanent scar on my body. but when i know its a bruise that heals, like a small cut in the skin, a punch in the face, etc. it does not hurt, but rather feels good. So if i cloud cut off my thumb, gauge out my eyeball or rip out my teeth, and it heals instantly, that would be the greatest gift of all.