I met this really nice girl who works at Taco Bell. She's really cute and funny and she seems like she'd be a really cool friend! We seem to have some things in common, too. I left her my number and asked her to text me if she wants. I hope she does, I'd like to make a friend.
there's some dark shit out there man
lately, I feel great.. mybe bcze of my bf tke good care of me? he's everything for me! not just as bf , he can be as friends, as Motivater, as my strength 💕
You know what's annoying? Getting feelings that you KNOW aren't true but they stay anyway. E.g. phobias (for me it's about dust), jealousy when you see your partner talking to their friend who is same gender as you, and the classic "I'm worthless and global problems are my fault" -feeling.
Mental illness and romantic relationships. When I start talking to someone I get paranoid they're doing me wrong so I get jealous, controlling, and guilt trip them because I feel like I'm a victim. But really I'm just looking for that clarification with feeling secure about being with them. I just want them to say "you're my only one" I just want to hear and see care. Once I feel it in not like this anymore and that's something most women don't understand about me and that's why I stopped getting into relationships because I haven't found anyone that can handle my mental illnesses.
Here's a reminder that the world doesn't suck any more than it did in older times. As we know, international media is unique to modern & post-modern time so we hear about all the calamities and suffering around the world in an amount we didn't before. There was just as much suffering in older times as now, if not more. And even if we have problems they didn't have, so did they have problems that we don't have. So please don't be discouraged. It's not your fault that the world is this way, either. If you want to volunteer or donate to charity, that's good, but please don't stress about not doing enough.
I don't understand why focusing on breathing deep is such a common technique for calming yourself. Breathing manually is nerve-wracking.
I sometimes hate my father. ☹
I hope today is a good day
I cry my eyes out daily. My heart hurt. I'm happy I found this app.