It stinks that my ex got to know my mom but didn't seem that upset when she died. I get that she wasn't his mom and he only knew her for two and a half years. Maybe him having Aspergers could explain it. But I don't remember him crying at all. When I was really sad and had mild depression after she died, he said he'd call my grandma to send me to the mental hospital. I didn't need that. I was just sad! I wasn't suicidal, I didn't think of hurting myself or others. I didn't want or need a mental hospital. I just wanted his support and understanding while I grieved. He never even went to the mausoleum with me, even though it was only 20 minutes from my house. The lack of emotional support really opened my eyes to the other bullshit I went through for him. Losing my mom and having to support myself at 19 made me grow up. It made me realize he wasn't growing up with me. He was two years older than me but he hadn't matured at all since we were together. Life is too short and unfair to waste your time with an asshole manchild. I wish I could've realized that while my mom was here. It's not fair that my ex got to meet my mom and didn't appreciate her, but my fiance now never got to meet her. He wishes he could've met her and I know my mom would've liked him more than my ex. He hugs me and comforts me when I'm having a sad day and miss her. No questions asked, if I need a hug I can tell him and he'll stop whatever he's doing. He made sure to leave a spot for my mom's picture in our living room so we can always see her. It was his idea to get the picture and a flower to set up a little spot for her on Mothers Day. Cemeteries freak him out but I'm pretty sure he'd go with me when we finally get to visit my hometown. It's not fair that he didn't get to meet my mom.
Neither me nor cats like onions😂
I need something to calm my nerves right now. I used to smoke or cut myself during times like this but I don't wanna go down that path again.
life is beautiful without expectation...
How many get a boners in tight crouched pants because it feels like you're basically stretching your dick?
Should i stay or should i go?
How long have you all been using this site/app?
So, I am into financial domination. I know i need to stop. But, I cannot. I'm being drained by a beautiful woman online. She Is taking all my money. She tells me to pull my underwear down to my ankles, and stroke and charges me $2.99 a minute. I know I have a problem and had to tell someone.
The mean and/or embarrassing things I've done social situations in my life come to my mind more often than I'd like. Every day, several times in an hour. It's uncomfortable, feeling regretful or embarrassed so often.
I'm trying not to hate America but GOD DAMN IT I'm annoyed that their culture is everywhere! Television in my country showing American shows and people using americanisms in their speech... I realize that this isn't regular-ass Americans' fault, per se, but has more to do with political influence and media and Internet. Still, it infuriates me because there is no easy way to undo it, at least not very quickly.