Dad complained to me and my siblings for not cleaning up for the holidays. I didn't do it because usually saturday is our cleaning day, but apparently next saturday - tomorrow - is a holiday. I had completely forgotten about it even though it's every year! I only remember birthdays. But don't worry, it's not like we're gonna get guests tomorrow.
I am so tired at a point I don't feel like I can do a short assignment. I feel too tired to meet friends and I snapped at my parents for asking me if I did one of the tasks I need to do on a weekly basis for the job in the future. I thought I would love this job and I do but I feel like I can't meet everyone's expectations.
my life got worse when I became a christian.. I'm not against ppl who are into it but it's not for me. I just want to stay away from it
I'm feeling worst. I think I'm the stupid person in the world. I know I will take a small grade at the math exam and I know it looks stupid, but my chances at the most wanted high school have died
I have a huge crush but I can't act on it; I'm not ready for a relationship because I have low self-worth and trust issues. This sucks! Why do I yearn for him so much? Why can't I switch off romantic feelings until I'm ready?
My ego swings back and forth between "I'm gross and evil" and "I'm awesome and pretty". The former is kind of the default, but when I get compliments or accomplish something I haven't done before I get really proud. Then I worry that my pride will overboard and that I'll get cocky so I kind of keep reminding myself that I'm not THAT good so I don't become arrogant and don't stop trying to improve myself.
This really pretty girl was soo nice to me the other night, she was working in the supermarket then i'm pretty sure my face was red and she looked at me all smily and then i said goodnight and she said oh thanks have a good week and i was a huge autist and just walked away cuz i was having all kinds of fuzzy feelings and i didnt look back cuz i was embarassed of having walked out like that lol. but i mean i go to that supermarket a lot what if i kinda saw her like on purpose, but i dont know what i would say it would make me really nervous
Apparently feeling guilty for things that aren't your fault is because you wish you could control them. Discovering this explains a lot to me... though I still don't know how to kill the unnecessary guilt.
Is there any women okay with their man watching porn?? Like you don’t mind? Do you guys watch it together? Trying to see if I’m being overly sensitive here. Do all men do it?
Do you think siblings count as friends or is it healthier to have other friends in addition to them? I have four siblings and a good relationship with all of them. The youngest two still live at home, while my two sisters and myself have already moved out to different places. But I visit the childhood home pretty often even though I'm already 22. I have no friends outside of that. Should I try to change that?