Describe your music taste to me, mine is basically 2009
I have this weird, really unhealthy relationship with food that I don't know how to control. I eat all the time, even when I'm not hungry. I binge for days on end. Sometimes I eat to the point where my stomach gets so full I feel like exploding, and end up making myself throw up. I do have these random moments in between where I control myself and eat healthy, do exercise, etc., but for the most part I just can't seem to control myself and end up falling back into these disgusting eating habits. I just wish I could make it stop.
l want to be tickled .
My work environment is incredibly toxic. My manager and boss are driving everyone insane. I want to quit, but I need the income and don't really have the time to look for another job. I plan to save up and quit in a month or two tops, but staying positive and energized while being there is impossible and its getting to me. I wish I could throw caution to the wind and just quit now, but that wouldn't be smart
Is it okay to read kids chapterbooks and ya stuff as an adult?
I have really bad self esteem issues, and it's been like this ever sense I was young. I can never see myself as good enough for anyone or anything. I always put myself down for everything. "Im not cute enough for anyone" "Im not skinny enough" "I'm not smart enough" "So and so is better than me" "I wish I looked like that" "Who would pick me when theres so many more better looking/smarter/wiser/deserving people". It's ALWAYS something. I don't hate myself, at least I never thought I did . . But the way I treat myself has started to make me think I do. I wish for once I was happy and accepting of who I am.
It's just been a really bad week... and it's been so long. I feel like it's been a month since last weekend. I just want things to go back to normal.
I'm tired and a little frustrated. I wanna dig deep into my issues so I can rid myself of porn.
Sometimes I think that I might be actually mentally handicapped. Only slightly, but still. I have unnaturally low social skills. I am unable to hold eye contact. I almost get panic attacks when someone, even family, touches me. In stressful situations my mind shuts down so much that I can't even solve 2+4, and I mean that literally, with zero exaggeration. Even in situations without stress I often think or do so incredibly stupid things that I wonder if I've been dropped on the head as a baby. I am clumsy, but not in a cute way; I sometimes run into street lamps because I somehow don't manage to coordinate my feet and eyes. If I don't look at my feet while walking, I feel like walking with my eyes closed; I've been told that people actually look straight ahead while walking...? I could name more examples, but I am probably already boring you, so... in conclusion, it's all very small things, and nobody ever noticed because I do well in life, I have a degree and people see me as simply shy and clumsy. And I don't know if I'm paranoid or if something's wrong with me.
I know this is a controversial topic, but I don't think you're required to tip your waiter or anyone else providing a service for you. I don't say this because I never tip. I do, sometimes even a lot more than the recommended 10 percent, when I am really pleased with the worker's work. But if they were just okay, I only give a tip if I'm financially stable at the moment, if the price wasn't too high or if I'm simply in the mood for it. I just think that anyone who works in such industries knows what the wage is before they get into it, and my own income isn't so high that I can afford paying someone's income, to exaggerate a little. Especially not if I don't think they deserve it. (By the way, I'm not from America. I've heard that things are a bit different there, but in my country we have a minimum wage that you can at least survive off.)