Apparently my neighbor hasn't had hot water for months, since before Easter? It can't be that she hasn't paid her bills bc she's got heating. I feel guilty because I should offer to let her use my bathroom but it's so untidy here and I have no energy to clean. I don't want her to see how I live bc she thinks I'm competent...
I feel guilty all the time and I just want to apologize to everyone I see
I watch femdom porn because I'm scared of men
My boyfriend may be living with me soon. I am happy about this. I won't be living alone anymore.
Do you still come here hoping to read one of my confessions? Well, i still come here to write about you. I could not get over you, over us. We were happy in your den, our refuge. But the real world was not for us. We could not make it. You know this, and i know i am to blame for leaving, but it was the least damaging thing i could do. I broke your heart, i know. But i also broke mine. I wish we could have a talk, maybe it could help... Closure... Or it would do just more damage...
Christ almighty this man bashing shit is sick in and of itself. You woman really are nutbags. I've caught my gf looking at questionable porn. Like dad on daughter AND mom on daughter. Yes it bothers me especially when our sex life has become stagnant. She would rather get off on incest porn when she has her alone time then be intimate with me..that's fucked. Before I get bashed by the "sex must not be good squad" know this, I get her off every time we do have sex with the full on screams and I'm not bragging just stating a fact for context. So my point is this. Is it ok that she watches porn? Yes I don't care if it meant that her sex drive is still healthy. Is the TYPE of porn she watches ok? HELL NO. My sister was raped and abused by my monster of a father and a screwed up uncle. Then when I confronted her about it I get a cavalier answer that was "what? I can't look at weird stuff on the internet?!?" And "well that stuff didn't happen to me so why should it bother me because its just a title of a fake themed video." Double standards. You woman are and can be just as callus and cold hearted towards the subject just like men can be. But I can't be upset and cut just as deep because I'm not a woman right? You people need to get over yourselves. Bring on the negatives you assholes.
Any time I have a sexual dream, it's a nightmare. Usually someone either degrades me while touching me in public or rapes one of my sisters in front of me. I don't know where these type of nightmares comes from because thankfully nothing like this has happened to me in life.
Back at my last job, I only get to have a maximum of 2 hours sleep.I worked for more than 16 hours everyday with 11 straight days work and less than a day to rest(rest day). This went on for months. I would also skip lunch just to finish all the work for the day and have to do a job equivalent of 5 people's job. One time, I was too sleepy with still lots of work that my heart just beats too fast and had too many short breaths. My hands were cramping as well. No one noticed as they are busy as well. I don't even drink coffee. Thinking of it now, I'm glad I left because I could be dead by now if it continues. Btw, we were all paid just a minimum wage. Don't be afraid to leave a job that kills you. If it makes you unhappy and causes health problem, always think that there are jobs with more opportunities that treats employees better. --- 물 :)
I'm into this one alternative fashion (not gonna say what it is to avoid giving a bad name to it) and while I love it it's frustrating how shallow some people in the community are. I just saw someone on tumblr shame a fellow fashion enthusiast for not shaving her arms. I was so mad but I couldn't tell them off because I have no account on the site... And besides, no one (minus the Spanish) outside of America even cares about arm hair! And even if they did, you can't just insult people like that.
Whenever I'm sad or worried, I usually wish to be comforted but am too afraid to ask anyone for it. I wouldn't know how ask, either... Somehow I don't know if it's an okay thing to ask from a friend, and I'm worried that it'll be too much of a bother for them.