Today, he was sitting in front of me. He asked me either I could see the photographer taking pic of us or not...but I don't mind also because I could see him secretly. I smiled to him. :') "When you see the sun in the morning and you don't see any clouds and you know it's gonna be a good day. That's how I feel".
I've always wondered what will happen if you put a sociopath in a room full of other sociopaths
Sick of crying. ...,........
My friend jokingly said this to me.. "dont think about suicide when ure home alone". she didnt know that I have suicide thoughts.. but honestly her words help me a little : )
Yesterday, before I slept, I cried(because I pray for everyone)...then I fall asleep...till I was dreaming about my ex talk to me :'),,,afterthat dreaming about the person who really likes me but I reject him just being friend.
22 year old man with no sex experience.
I hate a person that I used to like but I'm still pretending I don't.
I pretend to love my mother, but behind her back, I hate her with a passion. She's over protective of me. She kept me isolated at home and forced me to be antisocial. She had a huge distrust of people and would bring up crap that any friend I will ever have would be a bad influence. If only she let me have a tiny bit of freedom I would've matured. I wouldn't have been the stupid man child I was before. Throughout my entire youth, I had the mindset of a retarded kindergartener back in elementary and middle school. My grades were failing and my mom would refuse to let me stay after school for help. I was dumb and raised up dumb. People around me thought I had some bullshit autism or whatevs. This caused me to go through depression. My entire youth was ruined! Right now I'm 18 and I'm a grown adult now. Sooner or later my mom would find out what I think of this mess. She needs to know the truth, even if she's extremely mad at me.
bro can u even date and trust people in this day and age?
I'm really not sure if I can keep it together this time. I have lost everything more than my share of times but ive always been able to bounce back and rebuild my life. this time feels different, it hurts ten times worse than any other time. I can't eat or sleep. I have never felt so hollow inside. I'm honestly afraid to be left alone but I can't expect my friends to sit with me 24/7 . I have never been afraid of my own thoughts. I try to ignore them bit at night when I'm alone I can't hide from them. I don't want to feel this any more