I dont know.. maybe its bullshit.. i never told this no one.. I wann buy a sailboat.. a cheap one and the construct it like a home.. and live in it.. i dont have much money and sailboats are expensive as fuck.. i dont even know hot to sail.. but ist my dream.. every penny i have i put in my account to mai boat.. ita my life purpose.. withiut this drem i have nothing :/ and im soo afraid of working my whole life and never get my boat :/
I have always wanted to know what it feels like to have male genitals. If I had one wish it would be to have a big dick for just 24 hours. If this wish ever came true I would spend the whole day sticking my temporary tool in everything i could.
I need sex real bad. Not fucking though. I need a sexual dominant but sweet woman.
period cramps are so fucking painful you have no idea, im crying on the floor clutching my stomach wishing someone would just stab me on the arm just so it could take my mind off my cramps
My life is going well all things considered... But I still have a low self-esteem. I still feel like I don't want anyone to see me because I feel that my personality and my heart are gross and anyone who gets to know me would just judge me. I'm scared of making friends because of this and I constantly doubt that my family doesn't really love me. I don't know how to like myself more. My mom is 54 and she still has a low self-esteem, what if I'll end up like her and dislike myself for my whole life? I do visit the psychiatric clinic regularly, but I haven't made any progress on my sense of self-worth. I can't keep going there forever either - my nurse said so herself. She said it's gonna be about three years tops,and after that I'm supposed to get support for the problems of life from the people in my life. But I always thought that relying on people emotionally was manipulative and would tire out the people you vent to. Anyway I still don't know what to do about my self esteem.
I've had a grudge against my father since many years. It's because of how aggressive he gets when he's angry, how easily he gets angry (and very inconsistently... one day something makes him rage, next day he says that the thing is totally okay) and because he rarely considers other people's opinions or takes advice from them, thinking he knows best. I don't know what to do about my own anger for him or whether it's even reasonable to be so upset. Pushing my anger away didn't work... It started to resurface during last year. But I don't want to talk to him about this because I'm really scared of him. I guess deep down I'm worried that he'll dislike me if I speak against him. I've noticed that he favors my brother and me (I'm a girl btw) over my sisters, and I think it's because my sisters don't hesitate to show it when they disagree with him. My brother and I are more avoidant about our concerns. I think it's really wrong that father is so unfavouring towards my sisters just because they say what they think. But I can't bring myself to do the same as them because I'm terrified of his anger. And I don't know if I should feel any of this anger and fear but I can't make them disappear.
I'm a compulsive cheater. I hate myself, and I will end my life soon, so this stuff ends.
Is it just in my country, or do most game shows that are advertised as family friendly contain blantant, not-subtle-at-all innuendos and even offhanded mentions of sex?
thoughts on the abortion law?
I isolate myself so much focusing on my career that I feel like I’m losing myself trying to be someone I’m not in order to attract the attention of anyone because I just really want friends. I really only have 1 friend and she just seems to have her shit so much more in order than I do that it’s kinda hard to keep up. I might be depressed. I can’t even afford therapy. I flirt and use sex as a way to try take my mind away from how lonely I am. I don’t know what to do. I’m really losing myself and I feel it. I had such a fire in my heart that’s now dimming so slowly..