I'm 27 years old. One of my favorite things to do during the summer is roll down all the windows in my GTO, blare The Beach Boys, and watch people, (especially older people), just for a split second, question what year it is.
My family is extremely conservative, especially anything that involves sex and relationships... And I was somehow masturbating in secret and I often put condoms in my dildos ( I don't trust the chemical components in it). One night I decided to masturbate in the bathroom and somehow I forgot to throw the condom wrapper properly in the trash. My brother saw it. He asked me if I ever did another crazy science experiments at home (I'm known for that in my family).... I was able to lie and say yes... Now I explained to him these various bullshit microbiology and able to persuade him. I told him to wash his hands because there's e.coli that I synthesized three weeks ago in the basement that will make him sick ( I didn't but I did engineered an e.coli in an actual lab that I work into- not at home... ). It's just cuz the wrapper has the condom in it and has my cum in it. And I'm not shaming him but he's still a virgin because of religious culture we have. He has no idea about condoms and even in high school, we aren't taught these things. I learned sex ed in college. I was the only one who don't practice our religion fully so (I break some laws in secret)....
I wish the news in my country just shut up about Brexit.
so recently i got out of a foster home which ive been in for a few months, and me and another foster kid had been having sex through the few months i was in, despite having a girlfriend (im bisexual too...) i have no regrets on having the sex, i havent told anyone, and i dont plan to either except for here.... im also younger than 15.... so that adds to the reason it being a secret.
I dont really like idea of politics in the US. People are way too polar from both parties and are easily offended with little things. I have a reason but all I can say is that many sounded shallow. All I am is silent, respects, and move on. To them, anything that sounded against their beliefs is an attack. Everyone make a joke about each other but act so serious and can't take a joke. They cry then they attack. Being polar on either parties is like a modern cult, you get hurt for saying something. Thats when freedom of speech is used by irrationality. Being polar from either parties is like the anger version of our sexual kink. It's subjective. I might be alone to what I think but it's ridiculous. But it's a society, humans are interesting but our politics is crazy. We are humans who claims we have a rational mind but not when we believe in a certain thing we call "our logic"
I dont know.. maybe its bullshit.. i never told this no one.. I wann buy a sailboat.. a cheap one and the construct it like a home.. and live in it.. i dont have much money and sailboats are expensive as fuck.. i dont even know hot to sail.. but ist my dream.. every penny i have i put in my account to mai boat.. ita my life purpose.. withiut this drem i have nothing :/ and im soo afraid of working my whole life and never get my boat :/
I have always wanted to know what it feels like to have male genitals. If I had one wish it would be to have a big dick for just 24 hours. If this wish ever came true I would spend the whole day sticking my temporary tool in everything i could.
I need sex real bad. Not fucking though. I need a sexual dominant but sweet woman.
period cramps are so fucking painful you have no idea, im crying on the floor clutching my stomach wishing someone would just stab me on the arm just so it could take my mind off my cramps
My life is going well all things considered... But I still have a low self-esteem. I still feel like I don't want anyone to see me because I feel that my personality and my heart are gross and anyone who gets to know me would just judge me. I'm scared of making friends because of this and I constantly doubt that my family doesn't really love me. I don't know how to like myself more. My mom is 54 and she still has a low self-esteem, what if I'll end up like her and dislike myself for my whole life? I do visit the psychiatric clinic regularly, but I haven't made any progress on my sense of self-worth. I can't keep going there forever either - my nurse said so herself. She said it's gonna be about three years tops,and after that I'm supposed to get support for the problems of life from the people in my life. But I always thought that relying on people emotionally was manipulative and would tire out the people you vent to. Anyway I still don't know what to do about my self esteem.