i feel like god has no plan for me, i feel like im in one of his miscellaneous files
why can't my mum just get mad, make her point then shut the fuck up, why does she feel the need to ramble on about useless shit she KNOWS im not listening to. Quiet for 2 mins then babble again i cant help but groan out loud
I believe that it is very natural and deeply rooted in our genes that we're racist and homophobic. Not per se, but humans are afraid of unknown and "unnormal" (meaning it as "what you usually don't see", not as a synonym for "bad") things. I believe that if we would acknowledge this instead of viewing everyone who is expressing some form of racism or homophobia as the devil, a lot more people would become more open minded. I mean, what's more likely to convince you into changing your opinion? "You're an uneducated piece of trash!" Or "your fears are natural and your prejudices are simply ancient reactions of your brain, but you don't have to listen to that outdated side of yourself. Here are reasons to show that you don't have to be hateful." Most people I've personally met who were against gay marriage or refused to treat immigrants as humans were actually quite insightful when I calmly talked to them instead of getting angry.
where is that tall, thick booty man i want soooo mother fucking bad?
Most of the time, if not all the time, I feel like quiting. Quiting finding a job, friends or a relationship.
my sister choose the last dog and she choose a sick old dog who smelled but ok i was promised i could choose the next dog, i already had found him my mom just told me to wait a week, he was on the street suffering in winter, but i wait, but it was a lie, it wasn't for me to wait, it was for my sister to bring a dog she chose instead.. and she didn't tell us its a pittbull, like the real thing, those with the big ass head and aggressive asf.. also no one here knows how to properly train dogs or raise them, that's why i had choose my good friend from the street because he was chill, but my sister doesnt know dogs have personality and temperement, she just choose one that looks coolest for her instagram, and that really broke my heart for some reason , for months now. the fact that we dont know how to raise it, the fact pitbulls are dangerous, the fact she destroyed my dream, the fact they plotted to trick me, the fact the dog i had choose now suffers on the street, i had chose him because he said hi and was friendly.. i thought i would get over it because everyone was mean to me and told to not care, but this still upsets me so much inside, when i think about the dog that is on the street, and how they tricked me, today i kicked the sofa my sister was on when she was rude to me, my mom got out all stressed out and worried and angry at me. my sister is a huge loser who does nothing good with her life, but she invests whatever little energy she has to try to sabotage other people, my other sister, my dad , me and my mom, she is self destructive narcissist and just wants to make everyone around suffer, it's just so toxic and pathetic, this worm of a person needs to just go away and stop causing pain, ever since i was born shes been causing pain. i want her to go away
Im a paraglider pilot.. not a good one.. but i love it!! I almost died today.. the thing is.. im not even mad hahaha or sad.. i mean.. im happy to be alive of course but if i die someday with my glider.. its ok.. at least i was doing what i love..
i think im a pretty talkative and loud person but i can only be social for so long until my social battery runs out. its so weird like i could be laughing, talking and having a good time with you and i'd do a whole 180 out of the blue of not talking, not even making eye contact or do anything with you. i'd be on my phone and if u try to talk to me i'd only reply with one worded answers. lmao its the weiirdest thiiing
I know most of my confessions lately have been about my boyfriend, and I worry that the people who read these are getting tired of hearing about him... but he just makes me so happy. I've never felt this way. I really feel like for the first time, I'm in a stable, supportive relationship that actually goes both ways. But my confession today is that I'm just really excited to live with him someday. I keep looking forward to a time where he doesn't have to leave, where we can both go home to the same house, the same bed, and hold each other all night. What a perfect world that would be.
I'm so passive and apathetic and lazy...