I'm so happy my bf get ranked legend in ML , at the same time, im so sad bze he don't have time for me..
if you spend more time engrossed in porn then time interacting with the woman you profess to love...... dont you think that possibly there is something wrong with that?
how many confessions have u guys written? i've written 33
I love being myself .......
Hearing my parents yell at each other and dismiss each others' feelings makes me want to stay single forever.
Dear parents, just get a fucking divorce already! You fight all the time and you KNOW it's because you're too goddamn different AND unwilling to understand those differences. At least go to couples counseling you goddamn idiots.
I think my mother believes I am a fall back boyfriend. She has straight up told me many times the reason she had me was because her first husband had died. When she would get dumped every so often she would make me sleep in bed with her and hold her. This went on well into my teen years. If I would talk to girls she would go behind my back to talk bad-mouth me to them in order to fuck it up. I had to hide relationships. She may have been trying to take me off the dating market since I was little. She would frequently tell me how she wanted a girl, and would try to get me in girl roles like a flower "boy" at a wedding. She was insistent that I was gay and didn't know it yet. I later got a long distance relationship when I was trying to be a musician. I got a normal job and moved to a city near my childhood home to marry my wife. My mother flipped. Tried to convince my wife I am a schizophrenic capable of murder, or stupid, and similar lies. When my wife wouldn't leave me and we had a kid, my mother "dumped" me and "adopted" her bf's 18 year old estranged son and moved him into my old room. Then she would mail me pictures of them together. So since her bf dumped her and the kids moved away and got sick of her she's all alone now. No fucking WAY am I going back to her. That woman is dangerous and I need to keep my kids far away.
I kept having nightmares about my mother cutting off my dick. I think it's a metaphor for how she immaculates and humiliates me in public.
I believe that I am obsessed with seclusion. I still go to work, where there are well over 100 people there. Yet outside of work, I go into my regular life as predominantly a recluse. I haven't spoken to high school or college friends in so long, I cannot say that we are friends, but memories now. I mainly visit my mother and father. I have a boyfriend, but we live quite a distance away from each other. His personality is similar, to mine, but I am a bit more of an introvert than he is. There may be consequences for me being this way. I feel, safe, at peace and the most connected with my self, the less people I communicate or have around.
I know i'm worthless, i can't do anything. I sometimes trying to love myself, but i can't people just keep judging me, makes my confidence down, and i end up with crying by myself. And the hard part is i can't tell anybody about this.