People are fucking ridiculous today. If you rant and scream and cuss at me, I'm done helping you. I've told you everything I can do, screaming at me isn't solving anything. I don't give a damn how smart you say you are. I don't give a damn what you do for a living because it sure as hell isn't relevant here. I don't care. I don't even care about your lawyers because what you're ranting about isn't worth the legal fees. You are just a loud jackass and I hope you get explosive diarrhea. I hope you piss off someone and they slip an extra strength laxative in your food.
I don't know how people can be with the same person for so many years. Maybe it's because I've never had a stable, long-term relationship . . but the thought of being with one person forever seems daunting and boring.
The depression is hitting me hard. My chest physically hurts from the emotional turmoil I'm going through. Fuck mental illness. This shit is ruining my life.
I draw a lot of people and it’s no problem but I notice when it comes to my stepbrother and stepsister it is a problem because I never ever know what color to use for there eyes. I guess the closest color is “blue” but its not like any blue you’re thinking of. It’s like dark dark dark blue. Like imagine blue and black and mixed up together. Every person with blue eyes that i’ve seen before has eyes that are light blue like the sky during the day but for some reason my stepbrother and stepsister have eyes that are blue like the sky during the night. Every person thinks at first that the two of them have brown eyes but you have to look close to see that it’s actually blue. i am actually jealous because my eyes are so boring in comparison.
Monopoly really brings out the worst in me. There always ends up being what we call "rape alley" where someone puts a crap ton of houses or hotels on one side or corner of the board. Pretty much wherever you land, you're fucked. I don't enjoy it. I don't want to be a spoilsport if someone asks me to play but seriously, it's going to end up pissing me off. I don't really want to be left out either, but I also don't want to play a game I'm destined to lose after hours of playing.
I hate when people ruin a movie you’ve been excited to see and there’s no spoiler warnings
I hate one night stand. Most often these guys end up to be either my colleague, instructor, or friend's friend.
I hate today. I know that my depression is hitting because I'm about to start my period and my hormones are all over the place. But that still doesn't help that I'm depressed and if it was entirely up to me, losing 8 hours of my paycheck wouldn't matter, and I wouldn't have to make up another stomach ache excuse for my boss, I'd call out and stay home.
I'm half Czech and half Hawaiian and Filipino and I resemble more of my Filipino-Hawaiian side. I'm actually visiting my grandparents because they're old and was not able to visit me anymore. But to anyone here who's Czech or been there, is it true racism occurs against dark skin people there? I'm kinda scared because I haven't been to Europe before....
So, I live in a care home and one of my care workers, (Who I have a thing for.) Was spying on me in the shower. I didn't think anything of it. However, the other day we were watching a movie in my bedroom and she said, "I saw you showering the other day. You were massaging that huge snake of yours. Perhaps you could come to mine and shower with me?" I didn't say nothing, but I'm suppose to go around on Friday. I really don't know what to do as I'm a virgin.