I am the one that always has initiate sex, I feel that she doesn't want to or something. the only time in the past 2 months we have had sex is when I start it. I love her but I am starting to feel like there is something wrong with me
I just finished a huge piece of coding for a college project, then my lecturer told me that they are using a different build of this software so in order to pass the class, I should start the whole thing from square one on one of the PCs in the classroom... I’m just gonna build some basic piece of cr*p because he didn’t even check how much goddamn quality work did I do in my first attempt. I’m just going straight for the pass, f*ck enthusiasm and extra effort.
I have this fear that if I show interest in someone - and I mean platonic OR romantic interest - I'll be ridiculed. It's not just rejection I'm scared of, but people laughing to my face or behind my back because of how pathetic I am, trying to be their friend when I'm not even that interesting or fun/pleasant to hang around with.
broke up with your miserable selfish ass via text. I deserve better, go prince on some other bitch with less options
Today is one of those days when everything and everyone annoys me irrationally.
scared i'm losing my bf... we've been together for over 3 years. it's been amazing. we've been planning to get married and we just bought property. but the last couple weeks he started smoking up a lot where before he didn't. maybe once every couple months at a party or something. now it's every day and he' buying more paraphernalia. it started with him saying it helped him sleep a few times, but he didn't need it, he only did it "a few times" then when I noticed it was almost everyday I mentioned that he said he wasn't going to do it so much. I grew up with an addict I wasn't gonna be dealing with it. he assured me it isn't an issue. but then tonight he comes home and had been smoking while he was driving and he had already smoked up this morning and didn't even go to sleep. but nooo still not a problem to him, he's defending it. then there's the fact that he's irritable. everytime I say or do anything somehow it starts a fight. i'll ask a question or say how my day was and he gets annoyed with me or angry and it starts a fight... then today. i only had a 5 hour shift at work and he was off. we could of spent time together. instead he hungout with one of his "friends" this girl who tried to break us up when we started dating. they haven't talked in a couple years and now all of a sudden he's talking to her on facebook almost daily and now he's spending all day with her.... I just him. I do. but I don't trust her. and really with the way he's been acting i'm not even sure if I know who this is anymore.
I told one of my classmates that I liked him via messenger and he told me that he likes me too and we started talking o lot on messenger and we are too scared to talk to eachother because we think that our classmates would say bad things about it
It's really hard to tell crushes and friend-crushes apart. I think I might have to call it a crush only if I start fantasizing about kissing the other person. How about you all?
Is it terrible that I want to murder someone? Like just purely for the pleasure of it? I'd love to feel someone's insides and just enjoy the warmth of their body. The thought makes me shiver. In fact, I enjoy the fantasies so much that I might actually do it.
men should really just go be gay and fuck on each other. All these modern attempts by men to "get back" at women, the way you talk about women like they ruined your lives as they simultaneously are the only interesting thing you've got going on in life (I mean most of you men are unskilled laborers since women graduate college more) . Most men don't have interesting careers, or any money saved, or any ambition, or any passion, they sit around and talk about times they were intoxicated, young or WITH A WOMAN. But w.e return to the same gender boys club of 2nd grade and stay there and play with each other's dicks.