I'm afraid of women. I was bullied by this group of girls during highschool. They were worse than the guy bullies, because guys would bully in a physical way (pushing, punching, hiding my things, etc) but these girls were psychological bullies. I told teachers and even the principal, but they would only say "they're girls, just having fun". The day of our graduation they showed up on my front door, threw eggs and flour all over me, so I couldn't attend the cerimony. I called in the cops, because that was an assault, but they also said "they're just girls having fun, let it go" (I'm pretty positive that if a group of 4 guys would show up at a girl's house and bully her, they would spend at least one night in the police station). The girlfriend I had cheated on me and kept teasing me about it. And my first boss was a bitch of a woman who would assault me morally. Now I think every woman out there is hell bent to make my life miserable.
"You support gay rights so you must be gay" I support animal rights but do I look like a fucking alpaca to you
I am about to graduate college with an engineering degree. My dad was killed last year. Now, I do everything around here, at college I have studies and a design project, CV building, giving/attending workshops, interviews, classes. At home I deal with a narcissistic and deflective mother who can't do anything on her own, whether it is chores, cleaning up, food, driving to places, groceries I do it all. My dad was building a house for us before he died, and now I have to see it finished, so I also deal with the contractor and get work done on the house. I don't ask for anything EVER because the world always disappoints and under-delivers, but somehow the world keeps asking everything from me. The phone keeps ringing every 5 mins with someone on the the other line wanting my help, or opinion. Can't sleep because people around me are a constant nag, demands demands demands is all I hear everyday whilst I make none of my own, with 4 hours of sleep per day, my health is deteriorating, and I can barely move. Whenever I tell people to let me breathe, they say "oh I feel you bro" and go right back to asking for help. My mother on the other hand thinks its fair since "it is a man's job to do all this". I can't just leave her like a dirt bag, she raised me. Feels like everyone expects me to do the work of 10 men. I have no idea what I am going to do after college, and when people ask me what I want to do after graduation, I want to punch them in their face. Haven't even mourned my father since his death because all of my shit*y relatives disowned me as soon as he died. Whenever his memories come back, I have to push them away to stop myself from tearing up. So I am practically alone without anyone to talk to. I feel dead inside. What is this? what is happening, it can't be this unfair, right?
People say I don't talk much. Actually, every single second I'm not talking to people. I'm speaking to myself about everything.
I actually make up false confessions just for the lulz
I hate shopping. I'm a girl.
i'm a gold digger.
Once, I drank a bottle of Jack Daniels and laid on the floor for the whole day thinking my cat was a dragon.
I want to go home.
Want to leave everything behind and go travelling.