I'm a female. But lately I've discovered that I'm much more comfortable when I dress androgynously. I prefer to look less feminine. Now during the winter, I wear loose fitting hoodies and sweat pants. And I'm perfectly fine. But now that summer is rolling around... I kind of want to invest in a binder. I haven't done much research, because I know if I start it, I'll buy one. So, I've been putting it off. I have trans friends and know other trans people who bind because they feel so disconnected with their breats. And I feel like they will all think badly of me if I do it just because. I also know my family will hate it. I've just recently come out as lesbian to them. And I know none of them will understand me wearing a binder. I'm not sure what to do. Cause I don't exactly mind my boobs... I just kinda wish they were not there... I don't know. I was talking to one friend about it, snd she was like "maybe you're trans?" And I don't think so. I'm pretty sure if I was, it would be much more intrusive than what it is now. And I mean I do dress very masculine. But it's just because I'm more comfortable that way. Always have been. I've also had people call me sir, and I don't care. I don't care if someone calls me sir or ma'am/he or she, it doesn't bother me at all one way or another. I'm just me... "World be damned, this is who I am."