I grew up thinking I was awesome (because of compliments from friends and family). Long lashes, nice brown, thick hair, nice ass and perky boobs, pretty face. But over the last few years, I started to realize more and more that nothing of this is true. My lashes are actually short and stumpy, my hair has the color of mud, my ass is flat and my boobs ARE perky, but my nipples look weird. And my face... oh gosh, my nose looks so awful from any angle than from the front, you can't even concentrate on my different sized eyes. I am completely devastated. Growing up thinking I was attractive, I didn't have time to learn to deal with not being.