I hate how I look. I'm ugly. I try and put and get mameup but I'm poor and I suck at putting it in (like how the hell am I supposed to put on eyeliner with my damn shaky hand???) And don't even get me started on my hair. It's always greacy and I try so hard to just man it looks fresh by using all these different products or using only a few. But nothing I try ever works. My face is also so wide. I actually an considering jaw line platic surgery. But I feel wrong about doing it. Again it's also super expensive. The only thing I like about myself is my nose and eye color (my eye lashes are so small). Honestly I'm ugly and I want to change that. but I feel so vain for wanting all these things. I admire pretty girls who can pull off anything. I can barley manage to look decent. But everything is so expensive and if you havent gotten it by I'm poor. my dad is really poor and my mom couldn't give two shits about me. If I could have three wishes I would wish to be pretty. I don't know if that makes me vain but I can't help it when I'm the ugliest person alive.