I just realized that every year since kindergarten I've had a crush on someone from my class. Erik, Daniel, Tristan, Michael, Doug, Brandon, Alan, Shane, a different Michael, a different Daniel, same alan from 6th grade, Anthony, and Joseph. That's every guy in order from K-12 that I liked. Not surprisingly none of them liked me back apparently. I was friends with all of them but nothing ever went anywhere because I never get anyone I want. I need to stop settling for 3rd or 4th best and wait for Mr 1st choice or end up forever alone, whichever comes first.