God, I thought I was over having sleepless nights. I suffer from on and off again night terrors. I hadn't had any in a while and safe to say I thought well guess I can actually sleep next to another human being now if I wNted too. Well fuck this. I woke up out of a night terror damn, my body is still tingly and it was so fucking disturbing I want to cry but I can't. like WTF was that. how in the world am I supposed to sleep next to anyone ever if this doesn't stop. when I wake up I am most ly calm just for the heavy breathing and the heart racing but for me it is just so exhausting. God. just let it stop because it is always so terrifying.... I may not remember what the dream was about in a few minutes but I will very well know the feelinf I had during this episode. ..