I vowed to never drink alcohol again after I had too much one night. My boyfriend doesn't accept that and constantly pressures me into drinking some. I am quite weak, so this night, I gave in. I am currently sitting in the bathroom, wasted, and feel so bad I want to die. I don't even know how I still manage to write this confession. I know that a lot of you will now say that he's an asshole and that I should break up with him, but I don't want to just because of this. I want to become stronger, learn how to say no. But I don't know how, especially when other people are around, peer pressuring me... Ugh, I feel so bad right now.