I think I could have HIV and I could cry. A few years ago, when I was young and apparently stupid as hell, I slept with a guy and didn't use a condom because he was a virgin and I thought it meant it was safe. The guy just called me to tell me he has HIV (but slept with a bunch of hookers after me, so I "should be safe"). But I don't know. Maybe he had it before. I don't know if I should get tested (it costs quite a lot and the chance is low).