I don't know anymore. Am I really doing this bad, or am I just letting myself slip. I don't particularly enjoy anything anymore, yet I know my life is not bad. It's just that I don't feel motivated anymore. That I haven't felt motivated anymore in over a year. At times, I still get to enjoy doing something, but in the end, I don't prefer doing it over just doing nothing. And then, there's the times when I'm certainly doing bad. I have them more often than I should. I'll be crying, but I never feel relieved afterwards. I just stop crying, and go about my day, still as unmotivated as ever. Should I go see someone about this, or am I making too big a deal out of it? I really don't know anymore... And to be honest, I can hardly bring myself to care either. Yet, as I'm posting this, I guess a part of me still cares. Probably because I know I have people that care for me.