I am tired of expressing myself, I've endured so much I am just over everything. I try so hard to forget everything and move on with my life. I forgive those who hurt me emotionally several times. I've been hurt over and over again I wonder why I am causing so much trouble. I don't want to be a burden, I force myself to keep quiet. I try to be out of their way and keep my opinions to myself. I don't have anyone to talk to, I keep these feelings within I feel like I am about to explode. I want to be free of this pain, I just want to be happy. I want to be loved and respected, I want someone to accept me for who I am. They demand respect and yet they don't respect me. I've been treated so poorly I am disappointed in them because they're my family. No one should be treated like this but I am forced to live with it everyday. One day I am going to walk out of their lives and never look back.