This is going to be kind of graphic. I'm a guy, I just turned 16 and me and some friends started hanging out with a senior from school. He seemed like a normal guy at first. That's what I thought. He asked me for my phone number and I didn't think anything of it, I just thought he wanted to hang out again sometime, so I gave it to him. He texted me kind of a lot but still I didn't see anything weird about it. Then a few days later he asked me to go over to his house to hang out and when I got there it was just us two. He told me to sit down and then he came and sat next to me. He sat so close that our legs touched and it was a pretty big couch. He started telling me about how I stood out to him from the rest of my friends the first time we met. I was getting uncomfortable but I'm not an assertive person so I didn't know what to do. I was just kind of frozen. And he started holding my hands in his and touching my hair I'm pretty sure I was trembling at this point and I was so scared so I just said ''could I use your bathroom, please?'' And I locked the bathroom door and texted my sister to come pick me up. Then when I came out, he was standing right in front of the door as if he had been waiting for me. The he just held both my shoulders with his hands, slammed me against the wall and pretty much forced his tongue inside my mouth. I tried to shove him away but he was way bigger than me and I wasn't strong enough. I was yelling and pushing his face away but it was no use. He just kept kissing me. it was so sickening. He held me against the wall with one arm and then all of a sudden I yelped because he shoved his other hand down my pants and started groping me. He was so violent, it hurt so much. please keep in mind that this is a guy who's about a foot taller than me and an obvious athlete. I tried, I really tried to push him off but he was just too strong. I was crying and begging him to stop but he just wouldn't. This went on for a couple of minutes. Then he just stopped and, I don't know if it was because I was crying and trembling or some other reason, but he said ''I'm sorry'' and went back to the couch in the living room and started smoking a cigarette. I locked myself in the bathroom until my sister came. I didn't tell her what happened. I haven't told anyone what happened. He keeps texting me saying that he's sorry and that he didn't know what he was thinking. I don't know how to deal with this. My friends want all of us to hang out again but if I keep declining then it'll look suspicious and they'll want to know why. I don't want them to know why. What should I do?