I am at a small party and I just went to the bathroom and started to cry uncontrollably. I don't even know why. I can already hear them asking each other where I am and if someone should look if I'm okay. I don't know how to deal with this. If I come out now they will see I cried. If I don't, they'll think I'm puking amd still see I cried when I eventually come out. I just wish I could die right now.