In the past 5 years i had 3 relationships, first one cheated on me (after 2,5 years). It took me 2 years to not hate her anymore. And still (after 3 years) i have difficulty to look at her fb (for instance). Since then i never had a crush on any girl. She was for me the one. To be honest i am very skeptical about love these days, especially if you read al these cheaters. So i have this dream, that i will be a successful engineer (doing my bachelor) and just adopt 2 children and live my life with them.. Maybe who knows,..