I was the broken one, but then you fixed me. You made me a better person. You made me want to wake up every morning just to see you. But you broke me again. I will live the rest of my life knowing that you were the one that got away. If things were different, you would be mine. But let’s face it; nothing goes our way. I played through our conversations over and over (both real and imaginary) and no matter how small the conversation was, or how insignificant to you it may seem it always made me go to sleep with a smile on my face. Just know that I hope you and your girlfriend end up to be as happy as possible, and that I’ll always be lingering in the background of your life ready to help with anything. I'd rather be in pain than to see him suffer. I'm selfish and want him to myself. And I know he'll hurt me but I refuse to let him go. No matter how much I try I can’t seem to leave you. As much at it will hurt me in the end I’ll still stay by your side.