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Hey all its obsessive girl again! So it's been a few days since the idiot Scorpio freaking blocked me from FB, for absolutely no reason. I was surprised at first, then very hurt... Now I'm just so fucking angry. Not only at him and the situation but also at myself! Why the fuck am I so freaking ignorant ????? This guy was a Scorpio dominant person... With Venus retrograde !! I mean I really try not to judge people based on superficial things like ethnicity , zodiac sign, age, job, etc but this guy wasn't looking too promising from the get go. I mean besides the fact that he's a mfin Scorpio which we all know just is disaster for us Aquas--he was Arabic , from Iraq but living in FL. I love foreign men, I always have and always will .. But never been too big on Arabic men, not that they're unattractive cuz they're not, some of them are real lookers like this one that I was talking to (and real fucking hung) but I just can't stand how they view and treat women. Not all are the same I know, which is why I gave this fuckboy a chance. Let's also mention that he's married but never really told me. I just figured it out by looking closely at his highly edited profile pic and saw the ring on his Wife's finger , then I was looking through his pages and saw he liked "I love my wife" LMAOOOOO!!! Who likes a page like that? Oh that's right, men that have no respect for their fucking wives cuz they talk to multiple women over the Internet and send pics of their dicks to them and then asks for pics in return. I started talking to him as a friend, someone I can talk to and flirt but I wasn't really into the whole pics/sexual thing. Casual flirting was as far as I wanted to go. But I have so many issues that are now coming to light and he just happened to be in my life as I was discovering all this. I know this is a lesson from the heavens above, that I have to fucking learn my lesson. I have to stop running away from my problems and into the arms of flings. Flings aren't robots - they're human beings who usually are problematic cuz that's what you attract for some weird reason. And the fact I ignored all the telling signs makes me so mad at myself. Scorpio and Arabic?? Sends you dick pic not too long after you guys start talking ?!!! I mean there has to be something seriously wrong with me. I guess in all fairness , he has one of the most beautiful dicks I've ever seen . I wasn't so crazy about him till I saw the fucking D. That's why he was so quick to show it, cuz he knows it's beautiful and he knows it was gonna drive me nuts. That's probably what his low life Scorpio ass does-- show bitches his big dick and then block them. Well he done chose the wrong one! He doesn't know I have lots of issues and I don't take shit like this lightly. Especially when someone takes my kindness for granted. The purpose I seeked him out is because sometimes our real lives get hectic , and it's nice to find an internet friend to just get away from it all, and somehow me and him found each other and as bad it was that he's Scorpio dominant and I'm an Aqua -- I thought maybe this is gonna be different ... And it was but not in the way I expected it to be. Usually Scorps get super obsessive, which I was afraid of but this guy did the opposite lol, which is another Scorpio trait. That's what they do -- either obsess or drop you like you never existed. Ew. Needless to say , I'm so fucking angry. In Chinese zodiac, I'm a dragon... And at this point, I'm unleashing that motherfucker. But mostly at myself cuz I allowed this, and I shouldn't even be doing this shit. Mil was enough for me and i just had to go the extra mile and talk to another one. But I promise universe that I will learn my lesson, I promise you. This is the end. It won't be easy , but I will work so hard at it. Thank you all for reading. Yes it's long , Because I treat this app like a journal and it's fun to know other people are reading, but we don't know each other :) oh and if you're a clueless teen, please don't comment, thank you :)

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