I've been in deep depression almost my whole life. Tried to commit suicide twice, when I was 9 and 12. I almost would've killed myself for real. I had a boyfriend and put a smile for everyone. Just as about I was about to give up, my best friend admitted his love. I have no friends and family, but I do have him. One person is more than enough to stay. Happily living together now and talks include kids and marriage(I once told myself I'll never marry, now, I want to). Things can and WILL get better!