After 18 years my mother finally told me my fathers name. Turns out he is a man whore with over 10 children. My mother slept with him to get a raise, but instead got me. My mother hates me and I even don't know the second part of existance. I don't have a connection with any of them and I'm so worried my boyfriends parents wont like me and will hate me as much as my own mother.