I think I am still in love with my ex boyfriend. He was like my dream guy in real life. But my "best friend" at the time put scenarios in my head that he was cheating because he was 21 and I was 18 and he went out all the time. I fu**ed it up and I beat myself up almost every day for it... All of this happened 2 years ago. I never talked to him or my old friend again.