im gay, i like my best friend and i confessed two months ago. she does lowkey flirt with me but she says she's straight. around two weeks ago though she told our group of friends that she's not sure about her sexuality and i insisted that she was straight. i know that what i did was wrong and rude but I'm selfish :( I didn't want her to say anything like that because i knew that she was leading me on. there was this one time where i tried to beat around the bush and lowkey tell her that she needs to reject me and get this over with. im pretty sure that she got the message but she changed topics. im sad, I don't want to suffer this again, I don't know what to do.