Do you know that feeling of threat, when you just don't feel good, are nervous, can't enjoy anything - for example because you have an exam the next day or sitting in an airplane that's about to take off? I have that every other day, just without a reason. Maybe there is a reason, but I don't know it. My unconscious self is just like "feel threatened" but doesn't tell me what the threat is. It's horrible. I have that right now. It's a beautiful, normal day, I'm doing things I should enjoy, but I still feel as nervous as if someone held a gun to my head all the time. Why am I like this.