I'm the smart guy in class. I'm funny, athletic, musically talented. I ace my tests. I'm not depressed or anything, thank goodness no. I'm socially adjusted; I have lots of guy friends and I get along well with them. I'm not gay, so I don't feel any pressure in that sense either. No, I'm completely straight, and that's possibly the tragedy. I for some reason cannot maintain relationships with girls. Like, after a while I just can't talk to them anymore. We just get distant and separate. I've been trying to find out why. I've been trying to figure it out. But I can't. And I think I'm going to be alone for all my life, because I never, ever figured out how to deal with girls.