I don't know what I am doing. I missed a whole third of the school year by being depressive and demotivated or, in short, inefficient: I failed two of my subjects (Math and French) and got at least a B in all others. I cringed at all my tests when I got them back, even if it was an A. This whole Schoolyear was more based on luck than on reason for me. Shit is going to be important now; I can't "minmax" my grades and skip school like that, Finals are coming up.