The last guy I was intimate with broke it off because I didn't want sex. Some not okay things happened when I was younger, which led to me having anxiety when it comes to being intimate - he knew this. Still he pressured me, and when I kept saying no, he got annoyed and left. I know it was for the better, but I have never felt like I was worth less than when he told me to come back in five years when I had sorted out my problems, and then slept with my very close friend (who also suffers from anxiety) less than two weeks later. It has been almost a year, and they are still together. I wish them happiness, even though I still feel like shit whenever I see them together.