So I've been with my boyfriend for about 6 months or so now and it's going really great! He is honestly a great person and I definitely feel like I love him...but, my mind keeps bringing me back to other sexual experiences I had or could've had. Like I keep thinking about this girl that I was talking to when I first got together with my bf. She and I both knew nothing serious would ever come out of it but I think we were both looking to try something new, we just never got the chance. Or this guy that was consistently my drunken hookup for several months. He's not exactly relationship material, but damn the sex was good! I never act on these thoughts or anything cause I really don't want to ruin what I have with the bf, but sometimes that person/sex with them is in my head all day long. It's like my head and my heart are going in one direction but the rest of my body is going the other way.