My 'bestfriend' is an amazing person, and she used to be so speciel to me, I used to feel so damn lucky to have a friend like her. That she choose me, because nobody does. But she let me down, and got together with my crush, and totally cut me off. When they broke up, I toke her back, but I just can't slip the feeling that she might leave me again. It does that I keep cutting her off, so she can't get to close to me, or maybe it's because I just can't bear it.