I go home from school tired, have research deadlines. I just want to watch a TV and rest. But here comes my mom, watches TV with me and all I hear is her rant about the skin tone, nose size, and stupidity of the characters in the tv then makes a generalized and opiniated statements about society from her observation from the TV. Most of them are bigoted, and discriminating abd says its the truth when she knows little about it.... Im just even more drained. Then my brother goes home would talk about his stress from work. Metaphorically speaking, their shit is like a person wearing dirty shoes from outdoors and will bring it inside a carpeted house and will make a clean carpet messy and harder to clean... and if I talk about my own problem, they find loopholes why im wrong... like if I do that situation to them, theyd be mad at me.. earlier, I was just watching tv and my mom, said to the character in the tv, "she has a tomato like nose but she's so nice.. if she could just be my daughter." Like im not doing anything, im just quiet wtf did I do?!?!?! Im confused with them..like i dont know anymore which is a joke and which is serious. I feel like living with crazy people and im getting drowned by them... if you tell them to stop joking theyd be all serious with an inner grudge. If you tell them to stop being too serious, theyd be joking and telling harsh things about me... im just extremely intoxicated with thede people.. theyre mental. I love them but im getting more depressed and anxious and i cant study well because people at home are crazy mental!!! Man i want help to escape this home and actually move out already.... i love my education but i really really really wanna be outta here!!!