I never had a boyfriend. I am affraid of staying alone for the rest of my life. Now I met this guy at college. He seems to be a really nice guy, but I´m to affraid to ask him out. When I imagine what could happen, if I would ask him I only can imagine that he will reject me. I mean, it can´t really get any worse in my life. I ain´t got much to lose...But I just can´t do it. I know I will regret it later!!