I fell in love with a guy, at first it was only a crush and I thought it wouldn't last long. But now he is constantly on my mind and I can't think of anything else than him being next to me, or him kissing me. It wouldn't be that bad to love him if he wasn't gay and had a boyfriend. And this isn't the only problem. I got into a relationship now, with a guy I am like only physically attracted to. I feel a really painfull sting everytime I think about the guy I really love.