I am jealous of my sister. She is my first cousin but she has everything i wished i had. The life, the college, the singing voice, the writing talent. The problem arises because we have the same talents, its just that she is better than me in them. Actually she is better in LIFE. I admire her as well, and wish that I were like her, I do. My life is dull and even if I try I can't make it work like hers. Hers is perfect. Yes, it is. I just wish, mine were prettier. Anyway, i am going bury myself now.