I had a sex dream about a friend today. Not just any friend - I've known her longer than I've known my own girlfriend. She had a thing for me back when we started talking, but it wasn't mutual. At the time, my heart ached over my separation with my first love. Since I moved on from that, there's been more women who never really pinned me down like the first. This old friend of mine and I had a silent phase, I think because she was hurting. We've been talking again, though, but I've found someone who's got me pinned harder than I've ever been. She's amazing. And here I am, finally attracted to the one I denied for years. Funny how life works. It doesn't compete with my feelings for my girlfriend, though. I never said the words to anyone, including her, but I think I'm in love. Oh, life.