I have days that feel "normal" but then I have days that I feel empty or I get irritated about everything all day. I have a son thats over a year old and another thats now alittle older then a month old. I have my boyfreind, who is their father, with me. But I feel like if I am home, I mostly do everything unless I ask him for help. I also live with his mom and sister and for someone whos only really lived with one other person, I feel overwhelmed ALOT. His mother even watches his siblings children. So, 5 people pluse 2 or 3 more kids. I dont get any personal time but when I do, I get sad and verry depressed. I cry alot. I dont l feel like myself anymore. I swore to myself that if I started getting like this I would get help. I don't want to admit that I need help. Its just a constant battle inside me. I dont even want to be a mom some days. I feel like Im drowning..