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I'm at my breaking point. I can't handle the bills by myself. My fiance has been trying to find a job for over a year and can't get anything. We were scraping by when I worked full time at a call center but I lost my job there. I work part time at Walmart and I can't do it all on my own. If we had two incomes we could maybe do it. He sold his xbox to get our internet bill current and was talking about selling my TV to pay another bill. That broke me. We don't use that TV much but I still use it sometimes when I want to sleep in our bed but need the TV to fall asleep. And still, it's MY TV. We can't sell my stuff when I've been busting my ass to support us. I've had anxiety and depression, but I've fought through it to go to work. I lost my dad and I went back to work after my bereavement leave. I have been supporting myself and making it work since I lost my mom 6 years ago. It's nuts to me that I'm in worse shape now than when I was 19 and living on my own for the first time. I hate this. I hate this stupid trailer we're renting that isn't worth the rent to begin with and they just raised it $25. But we didn't have the money to move or a lot of time to find somewhere else to live. I hate this stupid fucking piece of shit trailer and honestly, I hate my life right now. He asked what I want him to do. Honestly, I don't know, but selling our stuff is a band aid solution. Get out there and get a goddamn job?

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  • Oh man, tbh I know u can't do too much. But if I can say something is that problemas don't last for ever , you gotta be strong, you can do it guys.

  • My situation is similar to yours. I work two jobs, warehouse processing at a retail store and food delivery. Most of the time I am giving him money. He stays with me in my apartment and it has been a little over three months. I recently lost my job at a call center. My boyfriend had quit two jobs within that time span. He plays on his game console most of the day and barely talks to me. He got another job. I have to admit, I don't feel so happy either. I hope thing get better for the both of us. It's depressing and stressful.

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