Loving two men is not easy. One of the men, is my husband of 18 years and we've been a couple for 20. I love him and can't imagine life without him. The other man is my junior high sweetheart. First boy I ever kissed. First boy I let feel my boobs or touch my sex. I love both of these men for completely different reasons. Of these two men, I've only had sex with hubby. I want a polyamorous life with both of them. Hubby already has his side piece. it's time for me to have mine.