There are people in my life that try to remind me of what I didn't accomplish and tell me of those that I know who have accomplished what I should have accomplished. They tell me the news for me to be happy for the person, which I am. I admit that there is a feeling of regret and disappointment in myself for not having similar news. I have made the choices that I have made, and the desires that I have had before, I don't want to pursue for reasons I cannot explain. Yet deep down, by the person telling me about this person, I can't help but feel like they wanted me to feel disappointed as well. I could be wrong, but it is a gut feeling.