Sometimes I think I might be bipolar. Almost every other week or so I fall into this dark and emotionless place. It's like I can't feel anything good. Whenever this happen, I pretend like nothing is wrong because I know my family and boyfriend, especially my boyfriend feel like it is their fault. They should know better and just give me a hug and some time! Of course I'm also to much of a chicken to tell them when I'm feeling down, so everything I say or do comes out as really passive-aggressive and mean. I have no idea how I'm gonna fix my insecurity.