I do don't want to go to the gym today. Because hubby wants me to go, it feels like a chore, like washing the dishes. That makes it not the escape that it is otherwise. I'd rather just stay home. And with hubby hounding me I just want to say to him, "Fuck you!". And he wants me to go when he thinks I should, not when I feel like it. Pisses me off to no end.