Everyone in my family always tell me that I'll change my mind about having kids when I'm older. They think that by making me baby sit my siblings and younger cousins, I will miraculously change my mind. If anything, it's having the complete opposite effect. I don't know how to handle a 3 month old crying all the time and my 3 year old brother is a spoiled brat. It makes me feel uncomfortable and overwhelmed. I hate kids.