I wish I lived somewhere else, I wish I was somewhere else right now and I feel this way all the time. And it's not only because of the people here, it's also because of the surroundings, the nature and the city. It's horrible because then I always wander away to my mind or to someplace else and I am never present and I never really am where I am and it's taking a big toll on my life. It's killing me. And I can't go anywhere because I am only 17 and still in school and I know I can't survive here much longer, I'm scared.